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yes....................... I'm back (not really lol)


I would say that I'm sorry that I was gone for such a long time, but I would be lying to my "Beautiful people" I pretty much had no time and lost my interest for this site and perhaps I might as well add that High school Drama, fucked up bands made me into a horrible zombie, and by zombie I mean I became like everyone else. I wanted to "blend in" I wanted to be "Cool" but how wrong i was to let myself into this denial world of posers.... I lost my persona and identity but my dear friends by doing this kind of mistake is when we learn who we really are and how to deal with problems of different magnitud......... By saying this is because I've been back-stabbed, robbed, humiliated and the one thing that most hurted to me........Distrusted.

But then I found out about this beautiful sport

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TENNIS!!

call me crazy or dis-minded sicko but I can finally say it now "Tennis Saved my Life"

Tennis thought me a valuable lesson. Never to give up and to just do the things that you gotta do. I wanted to quit so many times because of the rough start (belive me on this tennis is not for the weak) I was terrible I just wanted to break stuff and give up..... Until... One day in my living room I was skimming trough my channels and I magically landed on ESPN and at the time the greatest match that was ever played at the all-England club where a common-young-tennis-warior. Roger Federer. Was facing the most feared-goliath-14-timed-Grand-slam-Winner the mighty "Pete Sampras" (at the time Sampras was the defending champion) at the time in my mind I picture a thirty minute match but boy; how wrong i was..... The great Pete Sampras was taken to a fifth set for the first time in his 3rd round carrer. Federer showed how beautiful and dominate his tennis was a that time of his carrer resulting in a historical upset at Wimbledon (tennis most important grand slam) in that match I saw the undying will of wining. I would pretty much say that,that match changed my perspective about many things. Since then I have been a Federer fan. I would say that he showed me the way to where I am in life (crazy isn't it lol but true)

but something happend this year that I am no happy about....
At Wimbledon the 2008 final the mighty Federer fell to his inmortal and devastator rival "Rafael Nadal"
Being called the most amazing tennis final that the world has ever.

That's why I'm going to start working on a little project named after the title of this journal.............. So be here or be killed lol jk

ps. I still am a Federer fan and that bitch Rafael Nadal can go to hell lol jk good player too. You guys should watch their matches who knows it might as well change some lives out there lol